Men come good and bad, strong and weak, or short and tall
Men make men, without that example they stay boys to the end
Leaning on himself and relying on his skills to get ahead is his will
He is more than testosterone that makes his blood run hot and puts hair on his chest

Men do not fear less but control self when faced with terror others never dare to dream
Children going hungry, boys being raised by mommy coppin’ squats for a piss they can’t be men like this
Boys end up cowards to the core talkin’ bout how hard they are, men don’t talk we walk
Not knowing only the strong man  remains unbroken. Hard men crack and crumble against the wall

This seed has gone to waste not nurtured by a man’s embrace
You can be controlled by your wallet and ruled by your sex and you bastards think you know respect
Few men remain, those who wear responsibility like a fine suit and take it as a sign of trust
These Men are like pots of gold at the end of rainbows a myth everyone wants to touch

Be it good or ill Men stand for something with the full force of there will
Stand for something be right in your heart, men never live life without belief worth dying for
Men are not self seeking crabs keeping each other trapped in an open box
Men see weakness as a state of mind that they must overcome

Men do steal and men do kill based on there right or wrong
These men are still convicted and great and each chooses the side he’s on
Never say a man will love unconditionally when his conditions are all he sees
Never say men will fight for those who can’t fight for themselves

Men can choose to love and choose to hate and still find the power to survive great hardship on either end
Men fall but never fail for they rise up to defend there beliefs once again
Violent or gentle your honor and faith still make you a man
Define a man by the action he takes, let his life be the definition of him

Who am I as I walk this life striding with bold steps as I move towards my destiny
I am a Stone Golem to those that see me unnerving and imposing creating a path before
None venture close enough to see the cracks in the stone that have appeared over the course of life
Imperfections in design leave me weakened but they go unseen by those that fear someone unknown

My soul is Gemini through and true representing the good and bad that comes with that fame
I introduce you to one whose heart is as black as night and cares for only himself
To one who gets a job done no matter the cost or sacrifices that have to be made
He is one who commits statutory crimes with parents consent and leaves security hell bent
He’s your friend till you are no longer useful and is a danger to all around
Seducer, adultrer, women married or not ride the rod when it stands
Disciplined and sturdy overly brave and looking to have Satan fear him in his home
He is the one whose needs out weigh the many and with cold logic he makes his stand

Meet the twin that keeps him in check through sheer force of will
The one with a sick yellow fire burning in his heart barely keeping the dark one away
It is not strength of character but fear of loosing himself that represses the others desire
Inteligent, studious, well read, mental challenge is his favorite fun
Is willing to be the sacrificial lamb to make sure family and friends are safe
He is positive and radiates good will like golden rays of sun
He is loyal, but will stand with you ou of fear of him loosing face before you
A Poet, Lover, Musician, Singer, an artist, a tru disciple of what it means to be Gemini
A man who understands God is the only way

Together they are me and I am they no one indvidual
they fight to exist not knowing that becoming one would mean there salvation
To be a drunk then help a drunk is a the way of two souls
To prey on the weak then pray for the weak is a sign of contradiction in soul
To steal from a man then feed his child may seem like compassion from my soul
A soul that dosen’t know whether it is pleasant or evil but lives on any way

I have played in Paris and been shot at in da ‘Grove
I have tasted wines in Germany and drank beer from dirty backroom glasses
I have climbed to the top of mountains in triumph heart filled with pride
I have climbed down ladders illicit goods in hand and tears in my eye
To see me is to see contadiction and loose yourself to it
And to leave me alone in the twisted caverns of my soul

The beach is hot but the game is on
Coach can’t hide in shade today
Cause my girls are working magic in the sand
They dig deep, volley perfect, and slam the balls over the net
the whole audience is in a trance from these toned witches spell

There going strong casting Hex’s on the other crew
Cause in the end both teams know what the loosers got to do
and this sun is hot enough to grill human flesh
Focus back on the game My girls are serving up match point
Damn compettition made a perfect spike

No they made the save and its our turn to hit em with that fire
yes we won the crowd roars for the undefeated champs putting another crew out to dry
the customary shaking of hands ends with a grimace as my witches lay back in the sand
the team loosers come by and remove winner panties to se whats been grilling underneath
team looser services my winners tilllustful screams are the only sound

Tears of Pain for lost love

 Many days and nights have we argued
Often with harsh words that loose meaning when spoken
Throughout these times we have been together unfazed
Hope is that forever will someday come true
Everyone has opinions on what you or I will do
Remember that to your heart you must be true

Only you can determine what it is that makes you happy
Forget the concerns and worries of others and give your all

Make your own decisions live without what if’s
You are a part of my heart no matter what choices you make

Chastise those around you for putting doubts in your mind
Hands should be used to lift each other up never raised in violence
If you seek ways to hurt me then when do you have time for love
Love is not something I say carlessly when I say it to you
Dare to express yourself calmly and patiently.
Remember only you can make yourself happy
Even my love can not change how you feel about yourself
Nevertheless I hope my love can guide you through

Thug Love

I’m that nigga, the nice guy
the one that wants to help your child loose her sanctity
since you were never there she never knew a Man
Now I got her eating out the palm of my hand

I’m that nigga that shows your wife attention at the store
When you leave her home alone everynight wanting you
I’m that nigga that respects her and shows affection
Then ends up on your couch while she gives my balls that attention

I’m that nigga that knows that wifey comes before all
even though she at mine in my stable I put her first
She knows when she with me she gonna share
But any attention is better even if it is an affair

I’m that nigga that your sister knew
the one that blew her mind and laid the pipe
I’m that nigga that she told her friends about
The one they let take turns digging them out

You always kicking it with your boys no time for her
You supposed to have her back, blood be thicker then water
She asked you to protect her like a brother should
Now you the one letting her get played

The nigga you see every time you look in your kids face
The nigga that at your wedding as you marry my bottom chick
The one with a new wardrobe courtesy of the job you love more then her
I’m the nigga that sees your womans true worth

Lastly all I want is to say my thanks
I may be that nigga that knows the secret ways to your womans heart
It takes a nigga to create those cracks and breaks in a womans love
I’m the nigga that picks up the pieces, the nigga that breaks them is you

I am American and I have a dream

I dream of Life the way i choose to live
I dream of Liberty to practice what I preach
I dream of the Pursuit of Hapiness and realize it’s not guaranteed

With every breath i take I know I am alive
With women I love I know that I am free
With every step i take I know that this happiness will be hard to find

The search causes pain and I live, but not happily
I can do whatever I choose and I only look for elusive joy
Money, women, fame came and went never happy always lame

I stopped chasing the vision of others
Living beyond that which is within my means was gone
No more catching skirts to and being left empty inside

I focused my talent to hone my craft
Kept that money for a rainy day
Found recipricating love to keep me full

My dream may have changed but its American all the same

Sometimes we are the jailer in our own mental prison

I can not help but think about it at times
Tendrils of memories slipping through my mind
Thick and sweet as honey always enticing me
 
I see the times I held her close so she’d know she’d be safe
I close my eyes to experience her first kiss on my lips
The feeling of making love to her washes over me
 
Other memories hit me the ones not so happy
A memory of a dnace where she should have been
Or the last time I left her to protect her from my destruction
 
The flow of meories grow bitter and noxious
Sweetness turns to pain in a matter of moments
And this pain that we feel has not been erased with time
 
I hear stories and rumor rumblings through the grapevine
Of a woman once destined to be mine
No amount of pleading, or prayer has brought her to me
 
I mkae myself better knowing I’ll never be good enough
I cover my ears to knowledge of her
Yet beg all the more for the simplest word
 
Once loved me enough to write our history
Across the thin line my name brings misery
All that is left to me is to cry on alone as this pain comes home
 
I hate what I’ve done yet I want to be happy
She slipped away from me like smoke on a breeze
It’s not knowing definitely stand that has me bow down
 
I want you to know that my heart was broken to
You have moved forward sadly not with me
Release me from this prison that is my love for you
 
You have the key just give me my freedom so I can leave
I want to be happy with joy like ours in my heart
The key to my cell is one last word so please let me go